“Hello, baby,” Mom said, with a broad smile and wide eyes
that had surprisingly become part of her character as of late.
The words, the phrasing, the inflection all reminded me of Mom’s
sweet tone she used while cooing to the grandchildren when they were
little. How she would scoop them up into
her arms, toned from years of ravioli rolling, and nestle them into the crook
between her collarbone and cheek.
When our son Davis was born, Mom, or "Nanna," rocked him to sleep many
afternoons, as he was somewhat of a fussy baby. He eventually grew to sleep even in cars,
when not behind the wheel. Observing Mom as I entered into her living
space, I recalled how she used to call Davis, her little snuggler (Sorry, Davis).
Standing over her now, I realized, she wasn’t talking to me. She was speaking to the baby doll resting
in her arms. A plastic baby doll. No, her
behavior was not bizarre. In fact, it was quite normal.
“Put something meaningful in the person’s hands,” wrote the authors
of You Say Goodbye, We Say Hello. TheMontesorri Method for Positive Dementia Care, Tom and Karen Brenner.
About a year ago, a companion caregiver who visited Mom
regularly, and treated Mom like her own, hit upon the idea to gift Mom the doll. The doll was wearing more clothes then
than she had on now. But the doll’s frilly pink dress and blue eyes enticed Mom, who, every once in while even slept with the doll.
Occasionally, I brought in People magazines for us to read,
because of their large print. But also, the cover sometimes featured a
celebrity who had given birth, along with the new baby. “Oh, there, that one.
Isn’t he something,” Mom said about Prince George.
Recently, there had been a cover picturing Christine Aguilera, with her daughter Summer Rain. While Mom was not pleased with the
name, she adored the baby wearing a tight pink hat and sporting startling blue
eyes.
Sometimes, with my iPad and Mom seated at my side, I search Google Images, using the term baby. Mom is so taken by the plethora of
images, she is overwhelmed and speechless.
She giggles and can’t seem to settle on which one was her favorite.
But, when I heard Mom say, “Hello, baby,” for a split second,
I thought she was directing her hello
at me. Instead, she was swinging the
baby doll back and forth, as she rocked in the “maternity rocker,” and peering
into the doll’s eyes, saying, “Hello, baby.”
Often, when the baby doll is in her arms, other residents stop
and ask, “Boy or girl?” “Can I hold
her?” “What’s his or her name?” They tower over Mom with jealousy and wistfulness.
Mom doesn’t typically respond, but I do. “It’s a girl.” Or, “About three months.” Or "Would you like to hold her?"
“How lucky,” Mary Lou responds. “Isn’t that something,” Big Jim says.
The doll didn’t come with tag stating her name. I’m not
certain a name would have stuck. Her name is Baby Doll, and that works for Mom.
Occasionally, Baby Doll has gone missing.
Meaning, one of the other residents has taken off with the doll.
Sometimes, the staff has to put out an APB for Mom’s doll.
Put something meaningful in a person’s hands, I harken
back to. Sometimes its coffee, or a snack, which is how I learned to not
complain about Mom’s eating, unless it’s the whole hunk of brie she once tried
to consume at Christmas. Eating is a meaningful act.
In their stories, the authors included other meaningful items, such as baseballs, violins,
trains, pipes and wrenches (for a former plumber). When Mom visits my house, I put a wooden spoon in her hand. She still loves to stir a good pot of sauce. And despite the lack of babies in our
family (no rush, kids), she still loves good hugs. If no one else is around, the baby doll
is a fair substitute as her little snuggler.
A mother never forgets how to love. And she never forgets
how to love a baby, even when the baby is a forty-nine year old daughter resting
on her shoulder, asking the big questions about life.
She will wrap her free hand around my cheek. “Well, there. Its there,” she'll respond, and hold up her
baby doll.
You Say Goodbye, We
Say Hello. The Montesorri Method for Positive Dementia Care, Tom and Karen
Brenner. Read more here….
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